It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well
And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…
I am aware now of howevery
thing’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now and I am fine… again
Finally shot my K98 today, it kicks less than my M91/30, and it’s more accurate too.
Oh my, it seems my phone (still) isn’t working, I guess we’ll just have to wait!
I (hopefully) fixed my phone
And I run my blog from my phone
So that’s cool I guess
I may not be posting for a couple days
My phone says I have 0.93 gigabytes of pics, and a few mega bytes of apps here and there (even though all of my music files and pics are on my 32 gigabyte SD card (and they take up 3.32 gigs)
In other words, my phone is being a bitch, saying it’s full, when in reality it’s nowhere near full, and yeah.
I want to say something to her
Telling her how I feel about her
But I don’t know how
And even if I did I fear it’d just come out as I love you
When I get pissed off or stressed or depressed I keep it bottled inside, and then sometimes something will tip me over the edge and I’ll completely loose my shit, it’ll range anywhere from throwing something and yelling, to firing a couple full magazines of bullets very quickly in an angred rage into the grass in my back yard, then going back in my house.
On my K98, I noticed an 8th Iron Eagle, it’s on the bolt handle, along with two more eagles.
So there are (at least)
2 Sight
2 Bolt Stop
3 Bolt
1 Stock
The one I noticed today, doesn’t have numbers under it either, it is the type carrying the swastica.
Anyone notice the new Blue on my page x-fox.tumblr.com
Probrobly not
I changed the color. It used to be red.
PRIVATE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE IN THIS ARMY
FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY, SIR
GOD DAMN PRIVATE, THAT’S THE BEST ANSWER I EVER HEARD
Well, I’m glad he didn’t
I JUST FOUND A PRAYING MANTIS IN MY KITCHEN
I’ve only ever seen 1 other one on Florida like last year, and one in Ohio when I was like 7 or 8
I took him outside
I was to concerned thinking
‘do these bite/can they fly’ to take a picture
But yeah, I guess that was pretty cool.
I’d rather not say her name to people on tumblr, because her name’s not to common, and I don’t want people bothering her, know what I mean?
“I’d give my life to spend it with her.”
-X_Fox, yesterday
1. She is the most beautiful being ever
2. Every thing she does is magic
3. I’d kill for her
4. I’d die for her
5. If you hurt her you better hope I don’t have a gun on me
6. I would so absolutely anything for her as long as it wouldn’t harm her
7. If she likes it, everyone should like it
8. I’ll give her anything
9. She’s amazing
10. She’s perfect
11. I’d kill for her
12. She’s beautiful
13. She’s perfect
14. I love her
15. She’s perfect
16. Every little thing she does is magic
17. I feel great around her
18. You hurt her, I hurt you
19. She’s the best
20. I love being around her
21. She is the best
22. There are no words to describe how perfect she is
23. She’s perfect
24. She has a beautiful face
25. She has an amazing body
26. She has perfect boobs
27. I’m a boob guy, but dat ass
28. I would love to cuddle with her
29. She is the best person ever
30. She’d probrobly think I was wierd for writing 50 things about her
31. I'v voulenteered to beat people’s asses over her, and I’d actually beat thier asses if she wanted me to
32. I’ll give her anything
33. I’d give my life to spend it with her
34. She’s the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be (Iris by the goo goo dolls reference)
35. She’s got the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen
36. She’s got a great laugh
37. I love to hear her talk
38. I think it’s adorable when she laughs so hard that she snorts
39. I’d do everything for her (that wouldn’t hurt her)
40. I don’t care if she friendzones me, as long as I can be with her
41. Sometimes I can’t understand what she says because I think too hard about her
42. I love her more than anyone else
43. I think about her more than anyone esle
44. I care about her more than I care about myself
45. If something happened to her I’d die (litterally)
46. She is smarter than me
47. I love when she plays around with me, because I can play around back
48. She’s a sorta tomboy, and she’s less of a sub than me
49. She’s the strongest girl I know, but she is still small and graceful
50. She is the most perfect being in all of existance
I guess you could say that.
People born in April are the greatest FYI *sticks out tounge playfully*
I’m almost to 4,000
(in reality I am almost at 3,500, I need 504 before I get to 4,000)
When you want to ask someone something
But you completely forget because you’re to busy thinking
“OMG OMG OMG SHE’S TALKING TO ME (like almost every week day) OMFG! THIS IS SO SPECIAL! THIS IS GREAT!”
The only commitment issue I have is WAY to much commitment
But not to a level where I’m dangerous
Unless the person in question wants me to be dangerous
I kinda just keep my thoughts bubbled up inside while around people
Then I blabber on to a couple of my closest internet friends until they want me to shut the fuck up